Whatever Whatever I Do What I Want~

Cleaning up my phone

2010-04-25T10:21:00.000-07:00

I always take pictures on my phone but never put them on to my computer so~ since my final lab practical is about to come up I have to! Or else how am I gonna see the models I sneak took pictures of hahaha~

Anyways here are the pictures I took~ and forgot I wanted to complain or share
So this is me taking public transportation~

If you look closely that person in the car beside the bus is smoking~ well I just want to cut that person's arm off... I hate people who smoke and drive... actually I just hate people who smoke anywhere PERIOD.

This is the first time I saw anyone with an i-pad~ I feel sorry for him.

The lady with the curly hair~ well the lady most left... she sucks. She told the bus driver to turn off the a/c and then it became fucking hot. Ass.

This is my grandma~ she's eating a lollipop... and you know what I want to do~ is take it away from her and throw it on the ground. Am I messed up? Probably. I don't know.

My 4 year old shoe. The sole is completely coming off :o.

I hate automatic sinks. WHY? Because when I put my hand there the water never starts. It's like I'm not human or something...

ALL RIGHT now I need to get cracking on my homework or else I can't take my final lab practical and then fail lab!

Its kind of like getting punched in the face

2010-04-11T12:50:00.000-07:00

Don't put up a hire sign... if you aren't willing to hand out applications...
Even if I'm ugly, you could at least give me an application and then never reply~ at least then I know more than my ugly looks my work ethics aren't want you want...

SPRING DRAMAS are starting soon!

2010-04-01T14:54:00.000-07:00

I'm pretty excited because winter dramas were kind of a let down... Code Blue.. I mean I haven't finished it yet~ but so far it isn't as good as I hoped... and I got bored with it that I even went off to watch older dramas just because they were more interesting~ I'M TOTALLY HOOKED on Brother Beat right now~ because of Tamayama Tetsuji~ he's my newest obsession HAHA

SO FOR SPRING DRAMAS HERE is my list of what I might watch!

Tsuki no Koibito ~Moon Lovers~ starring Kimura Takuya, Shinohara Ryoko, Lin Chi-ling, Kitagawa Keiko, Matsuda Shota

Sunao ni Narenakute starring Eita, Ueno Juri, Hero Jae Joong, Seki Megumi, Tamayama Tetsuji

Yankee-kun to Megane-chan starring Narimiya Hiroki, Naka Riisa, Hongo Kanata

TROUBLEMAN starring Kato Shigeaki

Tumbling starring Yamamoto Yusuke, Seto Koji, Miura Shohei, Daito Shunsuke, Nishijima Takahiro, Yanagishita Tomo

Kaibutsu-kun starring Ohno Satoshi, Kawashima Umika

Shinzanmono starring Abe Hiroshi, Mukai Osamu, Mizobata Junpei

I for sure will watch Sunao ni Narenakute all the way through because TAMAYAMA TETSUJI he is sooooo fine~ with his facial hair
~
annnnnnd Shinzanmono I will also watch all the way through because well Abe Hiroshi is also very fine with facial hair and I love Mizobata Junpei and Mukai Osamu is cute too~ PLUS PLUS PLUSSSS Yamashita Tatsuro is going to sing the theme song! He's one of my favorite artist!

I STILL HAVE UNTIL SUMMER BUT~

2010-03-25T23:14:00.000-07:00

I'm trying to decide which guy I wanna go for for TokiMeki 3 XD so exciting!!!
(I'm stealing bandwidth thank you jazzy1205 =X)
So here's the list~

Ruka looks pretty good~ I like'em pretty bad boy types HAHAHA but his earring is kind of killing me...cause Kouichi is too bad boy for me~ I would like Arashi a lot more if it weren't for his stupid hair~ like the front is just weird... I dunno why but maybe.. I dunno

So then Tamao? I do like the glasses HAHAHA he is the nerdy type AHHH haha this is so tough!
Well the game doesn't release until summer so I got some time to think about it~ (although I need to concentrate more on school first...)

Maybe I will rewatch Voice again

2010-03-16T01:38:00.000-07:00

it's seriously so good~ I think I might even catch all the things I missed the first time~ so maybe I'll watch it~ but I do need to get cracking on some other dramas... that I've downloaded and never touched... haha

ANYWAYS HOT LINK!

Ikuta Toma <3

it's just a really good drama!

Since I left momo... at home

2010-03-10T22:50:00.000-08:00

Engine Oh will replace~for this week~
Here is dissection of cat :D

MMM smile mankai!

Wonderful~

2010-03-05T00:11:00.001-08:00

I feel a lot better finally knowing what I'm going to do with my life~

But there are still things that pisses me off...and those things are the things that will always piss me off~ and will never change

WHAT?

2010-02-24T22:16:00.000-08:00

They're both wearing the same outfits!
That can't be!

Masuda

Suda Masaki~

Who wore it better?
You tell me!

Personally I think neither... I think that poncho should be worn by a girl...

I always bitch about my music class

2010-02-22T20:50:00.000-08:00

but actually~ it makes me really appreciate classical music~ so as much as I really hate it and bitch about it... I still kind enjoy it

Before when I watched Nodame it made me regret quitting cello~ but then I remember how much I sucked at playing the cello that I don't regret quitting...

Anyways here's a wonderful piece of classical music that I like from the songs I had to listen to so far~

Lousie Heritte-Viardot- Serenade from Quartet

and if it snows tomorrow I hope we get Wednesday off.. not Tuesday

AND

I wish we were in telophase, cause then I could admire your cleavage.

Its not that I forget Wednesday~

2010-02-18T23:43:00.000-08:00

or maybe it is ~
anyways~ since I'm lazy to find something funny

A New Years Greeting Card generator~

it says
"To the person good at talking you,
Happy New Years!
C'mon! How's your condition?
This year lets keep the moderation the same。
From this will do it, 柯順馨”

what a nice new years card!

AND FROM SHUN! TO YOU!

"To the ill tempered YOU,
Happy New Years!
You are my gold。
This year I will always be by your side。
From the mischievous Shun。

wow this card generator makes such great cards

Valentine KISS

2010-02-14T11:17:00.000-08:00

That's the song stuck in my head~ SO I WANT YOU TO LISTEN TO IT TOO~

and if you want download HAHA~ I find his voice... haha how do I say? Sexy? HAHAHA

annnnnd ja jaaaang~

Happy Chinese New Year

Happy Valentine's Day

AHH to add~ haha if I gave chocolate to Suda Masaki it would say~

"My mom did her best to make this (as in the chocolate)"

HAHAHA our love would only get 3/5 hearts...but the chocolate taste would be 4/5 stars!

to Masuda

"Both thinking 80%"
I don't really get it but I just know the chocolate will taste bad.. 2/5 stars.. and our love is only 3/5 XD

There's a foreign object infront of cousin's house

2010-02-12T14:07:00.000-08:00

but after my aunt saw this foreign object and found out what it was...~ she was embarrassed and had to change it

AND SHE CHANGED IT TO~

a Taiwan loving snowman?... I still think it looks like a foreign object haha...

in front of my house... is a bunny?

or an upside down boy?

Light has been shed on my life~

2010-02-09T19:20:00.000-08:00

I swallowed a piece of gum today by accident~ so then I went to look up how long it takes to digest it~ because growing up people always told me it would take 7 years... so when I swallowed a piece today I kept thinking OH NO THAT GUM WON'T BE POOPED OUT OF ME UNTIL I'M 26!

BUT after my quick research and look up~ digesting gum does not take 7 years but rather just 2 days~

I feel like some light has shed on my life~

No~

2010-02-07T16:42:00.001-08:00

I'm not going to drive 5 miles to deliver a piece of paper with two sentences on it that can easily be rewritten~

THAT IS JUST DUMB.

She doesn't have paper? WELL, it is a fucking school so someone should have paper! If not then WHAT KIND OF FUCKING SCHOOL IS IT?

I don't care if everyone yells at me~ I just don't understand the point of delivering two sentences.

My inner thoughts~

2010-02-03T00:20:00.000-08:00

怒= Anger
欲= Wishing, wanting
金= Money

HAHAHAHA so I guess I'm just full of anger~

but with my Chinese name it's completely different!

愛= Love
友= Friends
遊= Play

XD and now I am full of LOVE~

Anyways~ here is the link for you to check what is your brain filled with!
Brain Check!

OHH and here is what my I Love t-shirt would be~

HAHAHA I love Raggae~ which is partially true~

Happy Birthday!

2010-01-31T20:53:00.000-08:00

(haha cake made by my mom, my brother, and me :D)

Thank you for all the wishes~
Today is also~ Kimisawa Yuki's birthday!

I will miss him on Kamen Rider W T___T

I think the sign language lady is getting lazy~

2010-01-30T16:29:00.000-08:00

In my anatomy and physiology class there is a lady that does sign language for someone in the class and I noticed that she started to sit down~ I guess she is too lazy to stand

this is probably rude... but when I see her I always laugh

The other day I went to the Chinese plaza and this little kid kept starring at me and he was so cute~ so I sneak took this picture

why was he so cute though~ because his eyebrows are SO MAGICAL!

:D

2010-01-27T21:23:00.000-08:00

I dunno why but I thought this was really funny... my teacher in psychology played it and I couldn't help but laugh~

WWOOOWHOO

2010-01-22T13:56:00.000-08:00

My stupid photoshop is finally letting me make .gifs again so to commemorate that~ here are some .gifs
Massu's epic failure during the concert~

I love Soukon with Massu because he is just so silly~ and he is always giving public lectures of his random knowledge that no one cares for (but I do hehe)
For example

( I actually knew this from biology though BUT ANYWAYS)

and Koyama's comment...

haha like "thanks for the info... but I don't really care..."

WEDNESDAY

2010-01-20T07:25:00.000-08:00

right now I would totally be napping but tegomass no uta dvd got ripped ALSO right now no one at school is on megaupload too~ so I am being that fat kid all over that cake

So for Wednesday~ I wish I had one of these

why? because then I wouldn't have had to buy that box of tissues...

I think I caught a cold... that's why my nose is so runny
I thought idiots don't catch colds~ SO I WONDER why I have one then

EWW I'm at school

2010-01-19T10:43:00.000-08:00

I'm at school and well AHHHH DUUUURRR I hate it

ON THE bright side my roommate's stuff is still in my room so that means she still "lives" here but she isn't here WHICH means~ I get the room all to myself and don't have to pay the double occupancy fee because well her junk is still here (I hope...)

EDIT I lied all her stuff is gone... so I REALLY hope they won't charge me for double occupancy because well... its not fault they aren't giving me a roommate?

I need to go to the gym in a bit because my class ends late Tuesday and after that I don't really feel like going to the gym... although it does open until 12am today~ but still I will go in a bit

First week of school is usually pretty easy but also over whelming although the teachers only talk about the course syllabus~ it feels like "CHEESE AND CRACKERS what am I in for this semester!" or at least I feel like way~ so it can be a bit over whelming in that sense..

I CAN DO IT just BELIEVE~

I wonder why the theme for my dorm hall is Disney... which reminds me.. there's a floor meeting today that I dunno if I can go to since it is at 8:45 and I'm in class maybe...
ahhh whatever!

AHHH also Tegomass no Uta DVD comes out today!
I will wait patiently for some kind soul to upload it and I will be on it like a fat kid eating cake~

I just finished VOICE

2010-01-13T05:28:00.000-08:00

and all I can say is that drama is so moving
I haven't felt this way about a drama in a long time~
I almost cried on every episode as in I got really teary eyed as I watched it

It really makes me think more of what forensics medicine has to offer... at first I always believed it to be scrapping poop off walls and analyzing it but it is MUCH MUCH more than that

Forensic medicine exist to let the voices of the bereaved to be heard~most people think that death means the end of life but with forensics and autopsy a person's last words can be heard~and passed on
Most people may think the dead don't need doctors but forensic exists to be an ally of the dead
I think this drama taught me a lot and it really opened my eyes

Although I am really moved by this drama and thinking about it working with dead people would be a lot easier than trying to save a live one, I don't think I could do it. I don't know how I would feel around dead people

Besides learning a lot about forensic VOICE was just frickin' hilarious
<- while watching Aki trying to cook XD <-- epic failing on sneezing by looking at bright light~ OH and I also finished RESCUE... and wow.. so is it just me or do mass disasters happen a lot in Yokohama? Also Nakamura Yuichi CANNOT act PERIOD I'm trying to decide on if I want to start Umi to Taiyo no Kyoshitsu or Akai Ito or finish BOSS
SO HARD to decide~
because Akai Ito and BOSS both have Mizobata Junpei and I really like him~
but Umi to Taiyo no Kyoshitsu has Okada Masaki and I really like him too~~ AHHHH CHOICES CHOICES CHOICES

AHH edit I totally forgot it was Wednesday...
Anyways Pedobear~ because I saw him on some forums and he reminds me of my cousin

One week left...

2010-01-10T19:47:00.000-08:00

There's only about one week of break left~ which makes me so sad
but I've accomplished a lot over this winter break~ ~ by my standards that is...
So over break so far I have finished Magiranger and My Girl
I also pimped a lot of guys on TokiMeki MUAHAHAHAHAHA~
I've also downloaded the whole series of Akai Ito and BOSS so I have them ready to watch
I've also watched Oppai Volleyball~and Johnny's 2009-2010 Count down~WHICH as I was watching I noticed Massu has been getting chubbier lately or something FOR REALZ haha

or maybe it's the outfit that makes him look like that but he just looks a bit chubbier than usual~
All I can say though is~ I LOVE IT I'm glad he is getting chunkier

SO during this last week I want to finish Voice because lately I find Ikuta Toma to be real cool~ HAHAHA

Right right right He's pretty cool~ too bad he will forever be a Johnny's Junior~ oh well it's okay
I was thinking maybe I want to download Honey and Clover because he is in it.. but I think I wouldn't be able to stand watching it even if he is in it... I watched the movie and I was SO bored ... but so far I really like Voice~
Hmm I guess I also want to try to finish... Rescue if I can.. chances are low but I really want to finish it just for the sake of finishing it (maybe I will watch it on my psp so I can fast forward through all the shitty parts~)

Lastly watch as much Otomen as possible (as in right when subs are out I WILL BE downloading it and watching it as fast as possible!) because lately I'm also really into Okada Masaki~
he is just so cute

Anyways... I'm not ready to go back to school but at least I bought all my books?
Which of course cost me a REALLY PRETTY PENNY

First Wednesday~

2010-01-06T16:46:00.000-08:00

UH I don't exactly have a funny picture to share but I do have this achord album or is it rchord now.. I think he changed his name~ but I like his music a lot
I really wish there were more songs~ but its cool that he plays with his own band~
I like most of the songs~

achord- the earth is actually not that dangerous
download

SOMETHING I've noticed recently is that only in SMAP concerts there are female back dancers and a BLACK GUY

right right?

In other Johnny's concert like NewS, Arashi, and Kattun its all male back up dancers and NO black guy~

see all dudes but handsome Massu

I guess when you become a senior talent you get to have female back up dancers~

I gotta say though Kimura Takuya I would like him a lot more like I use to~ if he just decide to age gracefully instead of getting botox

I did like his solo Style though

mmhmm mmhmm~

New Layout !

2010-01-04T17:26:00.000-08:00

YEY YEY~
I was up all night making this... well I'm usually up all night anyways hahaha
BUT that is beside the point~
Lately my sleeping pattern is up at 3-5PM asleep at 7-9AM which just means when the sun rises I'm heading for bed and as the sun is setting I'm waking up

Anyways new layout is Suda MASAKI~ BECAUSE his eyebrows are heavenly
the thickness of it gets me excited when I look at it ...that sounds kind of weird though...
But.. uh that's my taste.. which my brother says is very bad but I just like thick eyebrows for some reason~

It's just that his eyebrows are just so nice

but lately I also think Darvish Kenji from Golden Bomber is really cool and handsome~

I dunno why but I just think he looks really cool and handsome..~
I guess I just think that underneath that makeup could lie a very handsome man~
I think it could be because of this picture that I believe that

he just looks so nice!
or maybe this picture

he has a nice smile

OKAY so I was looking through my old stuff and I found some pictures~
I was like OHHH HALF NAKED MASSU

that's nice (which reminds me I really need to finish Rescue as much as I hate Nakamaru Yuichi in it..)

then right afterward HALF NAKED BABY

haha but she is cute~I miss Arashi's Childminder

IT IS OFFICIAL OFFICIAL NOW!

2010-01-01T01:02:00.000-08:00

Massu Welcomes YOU
I'm now officially here for the new years to come~ starting on this new decade~
SO to say hello lets listen to G-Dragon ft. Sandara's HELLO

For 2010 what I am looking forward to is....
1. SOUKON YEAH baby~ its a running variety with Massu and 3 other people from NewS
2. uh MORE THINGS TO DOWNLOAD
3.UH Code Blue 2~ I'm looking forward to it but I don't have as much excitement for it as I did for the first one though

NOT looking forward to~
1. January 19
2. January 31 (but maybe not as much as last year I've kind of started to learn to grow up..)
3. ANY test that I will have in this coming year
4. and just about anything else I don't like and am too lazy to list

I WILL try to promise to work hard on the new year to do well in school but I dunno how fateful I will be to this promise.. HAHA so I shouldn't promise then huh

ANYWAYS HAPPY NEW YEAR!
and I have another gift to any one who listens to Master Hits
here is today's radio broadcast that I recorded

2010.01.01 Master Hits

Christmas 2009

2009-12-25T04:10:00.000-08:00

WOW A white Christmas that's a first! (of what I know...)
SO NICE though!
So then Merry Christmas

my gift to every one~this beautiful .gif

and to share this white Christmas~

AND MY wonderful snowman that I spent like... 3 hours or something like that on
and I must say my arms are frickin' sore from pushing those two big balls of snow around =_=

isn't he happy though? then my mom dressed him up~

Christmas Music

2009-12-19T02:15:00.001-08:00

IT IS FINALLY over the first semester~ well its been over but I was too busy enjoying it to say it was over earlier HAR HAR HAR

Anyways since it's like what~ 6 days until Christmas I decided I would like to share 6 of my favorite Christmas songs (for you to listen and if you like it enough download it )

THE FIRST SONG IS OF COURSE my favorite Last Christmas by the one and only WHAM which is the only group that will ever do justice to this song (besides Exile maybe...) by the way I know the whole lyrics to the song by heart (for the most part I think... ) besides loving this song so much I also FRICKIN' love this drama
listen to Wham!-Last Christmas

Number 2~
All I want for Christmas is YOU by Mariah Carey~ yes I like that song a lot I don't remember where I first heard it but I really like it
listen to Mariah Carey- All I Want for Christmas is You

Number 3
HAHAHAHAH it's a Britney Spears' song .. but it fits the season and it was also on Masuda's Christmas drama so I LIKE IT I remeber this song coming up on the drama when Tonaka was having lunch date with Rika~ I'm rewatching that drama for the like 15845646456 time haha this winter~ that drama was the thing that got me through living at school over the weekend because Massu's smile is just can make anything better
listen to Britney Spears-My Only Wish This Year

Number 4
The English verison of Christmas Eve by Yamashita Tatsuro WHICH is also on Masuda's Christmas drama haha most of these songs are from his Christmas drama ANYWAYS I have the Japanese verison to but I thought sharing the English one might be better BUT this song was playing when Masuda was decorating the Christmas tree with Yukiko in his drama ~so beautiful
listen to Yamashita Tatsuro-Christmas Eve

Number 5
Hurry X'mas by L'Arc~en~Ciel ... I don't know what the song means BUT IT'S okay because the tune is catchy and once you listen to it you get this unbelievable feeling of JOY I'm not joking this song is catchy and gives a nice cheery feeling although I dunno what he is talking about hehe
listen to L'Arc~en~Ciel -Hurry X'mas

Number 6~
CAN'T LEAVE out Masuda's singing in SNOW EXPRESS~ ( I should probably make this my ringtone... since it is already on my phone ) THIS SONG well.. you're on a snow express whatever that is and you should gently close your eyes and open your heart so then Masuda can melt your frozen heart
listen to NewS-Snow Express

ALL RIGHT those are my favorite 6~ there are some more I do like too but I wanted to share those the most~ (since they were the easiest to find on my computer...hehe )

And for some more Christmas joy here is some pictures of Masuda's wonderful uplifting smile

I just love his smile

SO SAD

2009-12-11T14:35:00.000-08:00

SO I'm still at school and super sad about it

I've noticed recently that my hair keeps falling out.. I'm worried that I'm going to go bald!
I'm still young~ or at least I still believe myself to be
BUT it's okay my mom said that humans normally shed hair in the winter time so that puts me a bit at ease~
Tomorrow is my first college final exam~ am I nervous? I dunno but I should be studying instead of blogging hahahahaha
But I'm constipated and I just want to poop ...
but I did take some medication for constipation (HAHA I just rhymed) I haven't pooped in like 4 days so I'm pretty sad about that..
I just realized something though~ the picture function on blogger is real bummer! Like I can't view the previous pictures I uploaded... I like to use a lot of emoticons so I wanna be able to see them as I use them!

Well I think I'm gonna go eat now or something... but I really just want to poop ..

Hmm I don't know what I saw..

2009-12-06T12:07:00.000-08:00

But... I think I just saw my cousin jerking off...

I don't find it gross or anything, but I don't get the point of watching porn.
Its like... you are watching other people have sex and some how it gets you going. Hmm, it just makes me wonder though, if you are a guy and you are watching a porn video then aren't you just watching another man fuck some woman. Is it really exciting, to watch someone do it? It isn't you in that video but another dude, so how is that even fun at all, is what I am thinking...

I personal hate sex scenes in movies, because I don't get it. I mean I love half naked men just as much as the next person. But I only love the top half of muscular men with their tone abs, six packs or eight packs, triceps, biceps, huge guns and so on~~ But for some reason I just don't want to see the bottom half.
For example~

<- MMM I love that~

YEY!

2009-12-05T21:47:00.001-08:00

Finally made a layout for here~ so it looks more presentable!
Which also means that I can officially move to BLOGSPOT!
But, it won't be official official until New Years~ o_o uhh I guess hahah

2009-10-09T14:29:00.001-07:00

I'm so tired!

2009-08-20T22:51:00.000-07:00

BUT I DON'T WANT TO BE WEAK so I must stay awake~~